Sometimes I feel okay and then I’m like wow that was a really nice 45 seconds
Well I’m single…
Til I see Nick again :)
&& rumor has it he’s the one I’m leaving you for…
So this is how THAT went-
Tom (after not contacting me at all for 4 days): Hey babe sorry, just got on aim.
Me: Uh, who are you?
Tom: Don’t do that.
Me: Oh that’s right, my boyfriend. Wow, forgot I had one of those. Nice to fucking hear from you, it’s been a while. How’ve you been?
Tom: I haven’t felt good.
Me: Whatever
Tom: I didn’t plan to fight with you -__-
*a few minutes later*
Tom: So you’re not gonna talk to me now even though I can tell you’ve wanted to for 4 days.
Me: Uh no. How about you try to get a hold of me for 4 days while I ignore you? Then maybe if I feel like it on Sunday or Monday, I’ll suddenly wanna talk. Then you can let me know how that feels.
Tom: I’m not going to have this fight with you so you can stop fighting with me or you can just find someone else, i’m sorry.
Me: Excuse me? Wow. Wooowww. You REALLY need to grow up if you’re gonna just say shit like that.
Tom: Idk, I just don’t wanna deal with the fight and that’s the only way I can think of to stop it.
Me: Well it worked. Bye
Tom: Bye.
*A few minutes later*
Tom: Wait, so am I single now? Or did you just mean you weren’t fighting?
Me [For the record, I meant I wasnt fighting]: Is there something I should know?
Tom: No. This was just a last Horrah for us, I guess.
Me: What the fuck??
Tom: That was up to you, you said bye which meant I am single.
Me: Um no it meant bye. You seem very eager to be single, though. You just turned this into a break up & hardly seem upset by it. “Am I single now?” is a very odd way to ask such a thing. and “the last horrah”?! That’s really what you just said. What the hell has you talking to me like that?
Tom: No my heart is pounding and it feels like I just made a mistake.
Me: Yeah you did.
Tom: But I gotta live with it now.
*Mom texts me & says that he just changed his fb relationship status to single*
Me: You changed your relationship status on facebook? What the hell?!
Tom: I’m sorry, I really don’t feel good enough to deal with a fight.
Me: You really just dumped me.
Tom: Relax I don’t want to but I really have to go lay down now. *Sends relationship request* Accept the status please. & come over and talk to me.
Me: I’ll be there later.
[To get my shit]
Tom: I love you, see you when you get here.
^^ Um. Wtf? No. It was ending anyway, but SERIOUSLY that’s some bullshit. I’m not gonna get ‘dumped’ everytime we argue. What is this, eighth grade? Changing your fb status back and forth because you dont wanna ‘deal’ with a fight? I never said anything like that, he just pulled it out of his ass. I’m tired of him doing dumb shit and saying shit he doesn’t mean when he’s mad. Fuck this. Nothing got better between us anyway, it was a mistake to go back.



